¬-Mnemosyne-¬A Poem by .:Arianna:.A Realisation of a dreamerDeath.
I fear you not.
I stand strong and unbreakable. I dare to call you by your name. I wonder who gave it to you. Was it a god? Was it a poet? Was it a fool that feared you not?
They fear you,you know... But i can't find a reason to. You always were like a faceless friend to me. Reminding me i couldn't take my time. You make it so much worth to live at all.
I fear you not. I died so many times, times i thought i couldn't breathe, times i really almost died, times i could hear my heart cry and wonder: how could she forget how to beat, for anyone but me?
They all misunderstood you. Races and races, countless faces, generations of men... They were the ones to dress you in black. Out of the earth of their own seed your dark steed sprang.
I know, it is not who you really are. And i love you as much as i love life. I think you and life are one and the same. Two sides of an ancient coin, which i won't toss. Don't worry.
I will not be mad or sad when you take me. Simply, my body will give myself to you, when it is ready.
Is that not dying? Running out of energy? Like stars run out of hydrogen. I could make it as romantic as possible, so lyrical that pure nectar could start dripping from my lips. But in the end, it is up to the scientists to explain how.
My guess is that the Heart in the end just forgets how to beat...
In the end, it is not death or anyone that ''takes'' us.
But It is up to us, only to explain why. What we can only do is decide what to do with the available heartbeats given to us.
And oh, i wasted so many ones! It seems like mine is in a hurry. It's beating fast and passionate more than it does the way it should. With every good dream, every chord of love's harp, every note in a piano's soul, every smile i draw on someone's face, here or far away, it races. As if it wants to jump out of my chest and embrace happiness itself.
Now she doesn't have to. I found her. All along, she was within it.
So death, you wheel of movement and melancholy,
i fear you not.
The only thing i fear, when and if i really ever leave this life, is myself. Because by doing so, i will always be leaving someone behind. I will break other hearts along.
By dying, we never die alone. And it's all i care about... It's all that bothers me at night... Not me, nor the absence of light...
Maybe that is why i am always on my own. maybe that is why deep in me, there is a 'me' none will ever know. You cannot hurt, when you are alone. © 2011 .:Arianna:.Reviews
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