My Heart's Armor

 

My Hearts Armor

 

So what do I do

When only yesterday you were

Cold

Distant

Frigid

Today you are here

Present

Loving

Receptive

What about tomorrow

Two weeks from Thursday was

Erotic

Passionate

Sensual

Today was calmer

Peaceful

Relaxing

So what do I do?

Do I let myself go?

Can't go through this

Over and over

I want to love you

But I want to be sure first

Can't get hurt

Can't let my heart go

Or take off it's amour

Unless I know

A union

Loving

Genuine

Will form

My heart hurts

 It is paining now because I want to give

Can't be hurt anymore

Can't love an idea

It must be tangible

Certain

Guaranteed

Must I precede with caution my love?

Or is it safe?

Just tell me and I will go to the

End of the earth for you.

I will bare my soul

I will let you completely and totally

Have all of me

Just as long as I know

For sure

You are ready

This is what you want

All of me

All the quirks

All the temperament

All of me.

Are you the One

Just a thought

Maybe

Somehow

You were the one?

However, if you were

It wouldn't be difficult for you

To see me

I know I'm not your

Type

I'm far

Too clingy

Too willing

To please you

To enjoy you

To love you

You give an inch

I take a mile

Just keep thinking

Maybe

Somehow

You are the one

I keep wanting

Wishing

Hoping

Desiring

That you are in fact the one.

-----Sheenae Westmoreland