Why Did I Care?A Poem by Once Loved Now Lost
if i woke up this morning,
and an angel told me that today i would breathe my last i would be ok. if today i woke up, and knew it was going to end, i would have no regrets. if the day began, i would not wonder when it all would end, or how. if today i must breathe my last, i would only want to say to you one thing. ... i would walk up to you, look you in the eye, and say to you just what it is i wish to say. i would use my last breath to ask... ... "what the hell is wrong?" then you might actually know just how much i care. maybe then you would know. i would then die, and you would no longer have to pretend to care. i would no longer have to look into your eyes and see all of your pain. i would no longer have to listen to your lies. i would no longer have to live to see your face. an easy escape, i know. but, i would love nothing more, than to die knowing that i will never have to look into your eyes full of contempt, knowing that you will never lie to me again or pretend like you care, knowing that i would never have to feel the hate and frustration in your voice when you spoke to me, knowing that i will never piss you off ever again, just by my existance. i understand know... looking back upon my letter, maybe i would use my last breath to say to you "what did i do?" but in the end you and i both know, i would give my last breath to the wind, and say nothing more. it doesn't matter anyway i never meant anything to you. what would you care if i died? i can guarantee you one thing, i will not waste my last breath to tell you 'good-bye' i'm not sure your worth it. © 2012 Once Loved Now Lost |
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