Spirit of FearA Poem by Elizabeth RistowThis comes from a time in my life that was indescribably terrifying. This work describes what was in my mind and what I learned.Fear is a spirit
Dark and heavy It pummels me fast and hard It pushes and pulls I have a sense of urgency I am pressed to make a decision That will lead to Its invasion of my soul My flesh, pressed out of measure pushes me with wholly convincing words Say the words of agreement Let it in My renewed mind wars with the fallen one speaking wisdom... Fear only seeks to work its will on you The will of its father The father of all lies The waster who comes to destroy The decision made out fear Is doomed to failure from the start But now Fear forcefully interrupts He is most impolite "Do it now! Do it now! Do not think Do not retreat to a seemingly safer mindset There is no such thing This is no trap It is only natural Look around you at what is happening This is a disaster You are a fool to stand there doing nothing Move Move into the safe place I have prepared for you Wild-eyed and fainting with panic I give in in desperation I do as I am bid ignoring the person I know in my spirit is behind the voice I feel momentary relief Because I am 'doing something'... And like a startling deer is shot through the heart by the wily hunter I am pierced through with vicious arrows And the low, menacing voice of my tormentor bends my ear again Doubt me not, now I have you In my scaly clutches Because you have made an alliance with me Just by heeding my voice And your eyes that rolled in anxiety at my coming will see where I have really lead you at the last And you will know of my deception But as you rail against the thing you have agreed to Beating against the bars of the prison Of your own creation You will know that you have set the sentence Simply by obeying my voice you have let me in To do my worst" And in that moment I know once again that I will not be free apart from faith But I need a point on which to focus I have walked too far away from my path I have come so low that only darkness surrounds me Thick as a smothering blanket weighing me down And I cannot get up But lo... I hear a soft sigh A mere breath But I know this voice And I feel the jagged edges of my shattered mind pull together once again The Spirit is speaking... whispering... Now, you are in a position to listen It is time to remember who you are and what you are meant for Faith is the victory Look up You will see that your prison has no ceiling And the angels will lift you out if only you will say the words Agree with ME now It is not too late Let me rescue you You know I am not a man that I should lie Look up in faith And fly away with the angels
© 2009 Elizabeth RistowReviews
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1 Review Added on January 11, 2009 AuthorElizabeth RistowILAboutI am a Reiki Master and Teacher who does healing sessions and teaches classes in Spirituality. I am also a Clairvoyant Reader and Medium. I am spiritual and work within several spiritual paths. I am a.. more..Writing
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