The Figure

this is a dream i have been having every night and hopefully one day soon it will stop.

my dog cinder and i were in the meadow playing. something caught his eye and he took off into the woods.  well the moment i hit the woods everything got completely pitch dark.  i was trying to find some light so  could look for cinder.  i couldnt find any light.  in a distance i could see a figure with blood red eyes.  it spotted me and started to walk towards me.  it got to me and i tried to scream and run but noone could hear me and there was no where to run.  the figure got to me.  it handed me a gun.  and all i could hear were the words "do it, noone loves you"  "youre worthless"  "go on, noone would miss you"  tears just started rolling down my cheeks.  and just before i pulled the trigger i would wake up and i would be hot and sweaty and crying my eyes out. 

 

i dont know why i keep having the same dream over and over every single night.  i did cut myself a few times a couple years ago and a week later i started having this dream.  i figured if i stopped cutting then the dream would too.  well this was a couple years ago and im still having this dream. i also stopped cutting because i didnt want to ruin a friendship with my best friend.  but i really hope that very soon my question will be answered.  i hate not knowing why i am having this dream. one day soon everything will be answered.

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[senior2011]

alright ill try that sarah=) thanks

[Sarah Fletterich]

Sam how about a little more detail try to make it real. Try to make it so that when a person reads it they feel they are apart of it also. Like when you said. " My dog Cinder." Try to say something like " It all began when my dog Cinder and I were running through this glorious meadow. Filled with bright red yellow and puple flowers...." Try to add color: Not literally in some cases but make it attratctive.


And to answer the second part of your question. Maybe you should go to your pastor and ask him to interperate it for you.