What would my younger self do? How would she react to how we've grown? Probably try to befriend me and go on a silly rant about the most random things. In reality, all she really thought about was her home life. From her mother being so caught up in her psychotic husband to making sure her sister didn't see what was going on behind the scenes to also taking care of herself. Her silly rants were just conversations to distract her. It seems so far away from me now. So, what clicked in me that finally made that big change?