would you have loved me?

i realized that eyes mean nothing
without a heart.
i realized that ears mean nothing
without a mind.

i chose you, and now i’m lost.
the impossible feels closer, i’m fading.
i miss these feelings; i can’t even write them down.
 i don’t want to take the easy way out.

maybe i wanted to shrink, maybe to fit you.
or maybe it’s all just a story, just my imagination.
maybe i made it up, maybe i was just rambling.
but would you have loved me, if you had tried?