out the blue

god would you forgive my mistakes??
would you let this pain go...
cause i gotta let you know
ashamed of ma self i am...
disgrace is on my face - goddamn....
{scared 4ever} is my next phase....
i feel that u had put me in a race...
but till now i dont know
what to chase...
and i cant hold on to it...
my chest needs a
bigger case....
to endure all of the things
that z been happenin i just cant take...
smile on my face 
is somethin no longer i can fake....

pushing ma self not to do the
things i have been avoiding..
can no longer keep pushin
so for it i just surrendered....
why words had betrayed me
when i most needed them??..
to say am sorry or pray wont
help a thing...

people say i have
butterflies in ma stomach
but i say i have pain..
they think
-ohh she is just exajuratin-...
or is she insane????-
i hope life wouldnt take me to its fast lane...
but all of these things
will no longer make me complaine....
cause i know my gods name..
mercy..
among others will take me
forever to explaine...

just take me out on an aeroplane..
toss me out then
tell me there will be no rain...
its just  dreams of a fool....
a dream that one day that gurl
would be with him...
the gurl tht everyone wants to be her
wants yo be like kim...

 

 

Reviews

[Dushyant Thadani]

It was a really good poem, but you must be careful with all the words you use, because there are a number of spelling mistakes. I really loved the work, and I just want to say that this was a great write.

[AloysiaVerben]

This was great! :) Love it. I'm gonna read it again :D Great work.

[Peter Joseph Swanson]

Marvelous!