And suddenly i am reminded of you

I hate that I need you to hold me so much

And suddenly, I am reminded of you.
Your smell lingers on my skin.
I can feel the phantom of your fingers over my back.
the ghost of your lips on mine.
I can't fight the regret rushing over me.
How could I have been so stupid.
Thinking you would care about me.
Instead you toss me aside like some Doll.
Like I mean nothing to you.
I can still feel you next to me, biting my lips roughly.
Your going too fast, but I don't have the heart to stop you.
I promised myself I would not do this again.
I am not like those easy girls, I swear.
I am just lonely