Heart break

I feel like I break my own heart.

Because I fall in love with the wrong people.

I give them my all and I just get f**k all.

I fall for the ones who I think will hurt me.

Then I am surprised when they do.

I give people everything,

Chance after chance,

maybe I deserve it, 

but it f*****g hurts so much.

I just want to die,

because am I really that hard to love.

Do i really deserve to feel this pain called love.

Love is supposed to be a beautiful thing.

But it's really not.

Being in love f*****g sucks.

It drains a person.

I forgive to easily,

my heart is shattered in a million pieces.

But I'd still come crawling back to you,

just to get it shattered all over again.