disapointment

You hurt me but it made me more strong.
What you did to me was wrong.
I'll never forget the fear you made me feel.
Think about what you were about to steal.
I was screaming,
Hoping I was only dreaming.
That night ruined my life today.
That memory is horrid but it is here to stay.
You ruined the innocence of my childhood.
There's no way I misunderstood.
That what you did wasn't right.
I'm so scared at night.
That someone will do to me what you tried to do,
It's all because of you.
There's no explanation or excuse to what you did.
I was only a little kid.
There's no way to explain how much pain this causes me.
How sick and selfish could you be.
I'm terrified of men now.
I don't know how,
How selfish you must've been.
This is something no child should've seen.
I promise I'll never forget.
And that I'll make you regret.
Ever laying a hand on me.
You Just wait and see.

Reviews

[Jackie]

Sucks to read about and I'm quite sympathetic as well of the whole ordeal. Healing takes time but when and if you try to break away from it. I can't pretend to know what its like cause I don't but if you can forgive, not for him but for you. Anyway if it helps to release anysort of roughness in your life it always a good thing to do. Keep up the good work Victoria!:)

[Nailah Baniti]

Peace Victoria, healing begins with forgiveness, forgiveness of self, knowing you did nothing to deserve the hurt/pain. It's horrid, I imagine, but in order to heal, you must forgive yourself. Pain is apart of life, we all experience it at different degrees. Think, if only you would live NOW and not in the past how free you'd be. Replaying traumatized thoughts are not helpful to the soul. It may take time, but all wounds have the ability to heal itself if we let it.

[Untalented Creation]

Nobody, that hasn't gone through that, can imagine what its like and this is a really emotional and terrifying poem. It doesn't sound very healthy, even though writing should help. I would've prefered reading something that shows that there's still hope for a "normal" life. Noone should let memories destroy their whole life.

[CiNtsaLis]

I must admit, I'm speechless. It's painful &nd real. There's so much suffering. You're so strong. I admire you. (:

[Meeks]

This is the third poem of yours I read. Looking at the titles, the rest are probably pretty similar. And there's quite an obvious correlation between these three, as they are all written in the same mood. My opinion?
Your stuck.
You should try to move away from poems about the hollow emptiness that you no doubt tried to inscribe into these writings. You cannot fully understand or feel an emotion until you understand it's opposite, according to Plato.

So I would like to challenge you to write a poem about complete fulfillment and happiness. Describe something beautiful, or show your complete attention to something, or write it about a dear friend. Something happy.

[Meeks]

This is the third poem of yours I read. Looking at the titles, the rest are probably pretty similar. And there's quite an obvious correlation between these three, as they are all written in the same mood. My opinion?
Your stuck.
You should try to move away from poems about the hollow emptiness that you no doubt tried to inscribe into these writings. You cannot fully understand or feel an emotion until you understand it's opposite, according to Plato.

So I would like to challenge you to write a poem about complete fulfillment and happiness. Describe something beautiful, or show your complete attention to something, or write it about a dear friend. Something happy.

[Meeks]

This is the third poem of yours I read. Looking at the titles, the rest are probably pretty similar. And there's quite an obvious correlation between these three, as they are all written in the same mood. My opinion?
Your stuck.
You should try to move away from poems about the hollow emptiness that you no doubt tried to inscribe into these writings. You cannot fully understand or feel an emotion until you understand it's opposite, according to Plato.

So I would like to challenge you to write a poem about complete fulfillment and happiness. Describe something beautiful, or show your complete attention to something, or write it about a dear friend. Something happy.

[Meeks]

This is the third poem of yours I read. Looking at the titles, the rest are probably pretty similar. And there's quite an obvious correlation between these three, as they are all written in the same mood. My opinion?
Your stuck.
You should try to move away from poems about the hollow emptiness that you no doubt tried to inscribe into these writings. You cannot fully understand or feel an emotion until you understand it's opposite, according to Plato.

So I would like to challenge you to write a poem about complete fulfillment and happiness. Describe something beautiful, or show your complete attention to something, or write it about a dear friend. Something happy.

[Arline]

If this has happened I am truly sorry. I hope writing it done has helped and that your days be filled with many blessing. Your voice has been heard!! Stay strong!!

[Kelsey Ann]

Oh my. I'm so sorry if this is based in truth. A friend went through the same thing. However, writing it down is cathartic. Sending you my love.