it's so hardto not give upthere's noeasyorpainless wayto express thati want tojust stopfucking tryingit seemsas ifevery time iget somewherei get anywh..
i'mangry with myselfis angry the right word?honestly, i'mnot even sure anymorebut it's likewhy does it hurt to see himi have a boyfriendwho i love wit..