Est19xxbadd3st : Writing

"Numb"

"Numb"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


I'm so numb until I feel that blade slide acrross my skin. I was doing so good but like before I let the darkness win. Its unlike any other high i c..
"Will I?"

"Will I?"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


Its been a long time since I wrote lyrics....here it goes.
"My Sweet Peanut"

"My Sweet Peanut"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


My sweet peanut you were suppose to be 12 weeks Friday. But sadly you stopped growing so in my arms you will never lay. My world shattered when I h..
"Crush"

"Crush"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


Crush From the moment we first spoke I felt a connection. Now your constantly on my mind and all I want is your attention. Your looks is what a..
"Sad Story"

"Sad Story"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


You wanna hear a sad story about a scarred and broken girl. Who always felt so lost and alone in this fucked up an cruel world. She always felt outt..
"Never Did I"

"Never Did I"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


Never did I ever think you would f**k me over like this. I was always there for you but its clear i was took for granted an you never gave a s**t. Y..
"Screaming"

"Screaming"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


I'm screaming but no one can hear my silent screams. I'm in so much pain I wear It under my jeans. The darkness has come back an is stronger then ev..
"Cruel world"

"Cruel world"

A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st


"Cruel world" It's fucked up when people always say they are there for me an care. But when I need someone the most nobody is there. I w..