Alone is not easy to bear

I never wanted to be here today

I could have done with out the loss of my friends..

The ones that should have your back but never did

Is it true that you only live for yourself?

If it is.. then i am proof that I live a life for myself

All the helping hands  I have given out

Shoved back into my face and told to "eat it"

All the laughter... was at me

Tell me you dont need me any more

Go ahead throw me away 

I'll always have to swim the upstream of life 

The tears of heart break and being alone in a cold water of lifelessness...

Is it too much to ask for a helping hand?

Falling deeper into a sink hole with no one around

For the last time  the tears fall and i slip away....

Reviews

[Seamstress]

wonderfully written and I do know these feelings ever so much. I love the lines "If it is.. then i am proof that I live a life for myself
All the helping hands I have given out
Shoved back into my face and told to "eat it" "
So many times I've helped others and yet the help isn't appreciated or sometimes even wanted simply because its me helping.

[00000000000000000000000..]

Great write and I do know all that was said seen it before.I learned you do have to live for you now that doesn't mean some things might fall by the way cause they do. Great job:)

[SilentDreamer]

I know exactly what you mean. Sadly this has happened to me too many times. Maybe we do live for ourselves. I think a lot of people only think of themselves, that's for sure. Know you're not alone. Lovely poem, don't give up. There are a select few people out there who care.

[Dark Beauty]

A sadness to this piece which conveys your words beautifully and powerful. Nice job

[Vinod Kumar U K]

Very Hard moments its realy a remarkable situation,

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that is a painful read..so full of emotion..

[Coyote Poetry]

A powerful and sad poem. I could feel the sadness and disappointment in your words.
"All the laughter... was at me
Tell me you dont need me any more
Go ahead throw me away "
Direct and honest words made this a excellent poem.
Coyote

[Jazique]

That was nice but, sad; a good poem thought. I mean so many go this as to have a helping hand to wipe those tears away but, all they do is walk pass as if you were just caught rain and not a cloud of tears. Whether it be friends or family always lend your heart to broken one to fix it. Anyways wonderful poem and keep it and if this is your own experience were here for you.

[Stef Outsiders]

Oh I know this too well my love... HUGS!

[dead man talking]

this made me sad,hope you alright lady : ) ecellent poem by the way