Fear Not Tomorrow

My mind is crying 

thoughts of knots in my stomach

darkness falls over night

the slow ticking of tomorrow never nears

I dont want to know what that text says tomorrow

I'm loosing you i know for sure. 

he wont let you go now

Sleep wanders near tonight, 

though i flick it away with my finger

food wont call to me, 

ill throw it up

I cant hold you and tell you its going to be okay

for i fear of holding on to tight.

Letting go is not an option 

But i will fall off a cliff to keep you here.

The stars sparkle for us with clear skies and no hope

tears threaten to fall closer but i have to be strong, 

maybe all this will be wrong

My eyes dart to the phone, 

hoping it never rings 

with news of what we dont want

Miles seem like light years with out you near. 

hang me tonight for i will not survive tomorrows light. 

Fears grip is holding me tight

For i wish not to know 

what the test says tomorrow

Reviews

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

Emotionally tantalizing, relevant with a fantastic use of wording, well done!

[Dream Weaver]

Very emotive...or beautifully sad overall a heartrending piece!

[HopelesslyDevoted]

beautiful!!

[Coyote Poetry]

A painful and sad poem. I don't like to wait for new. Good or bad. I like the feel and the emotion in the poem. Desperation for a answer. I like how you ended the poem. Open the door for another day and test. A excellent poem. Thank you.
Coyote

[Chris]

Its descriptive, as I have grown to expect from you. :]
It was an interesting read that you certainly made your own, I enjoyed reading this peice.

"My eyes dart to the phone,
hoping it never rings
with news of what we dont want"
In some instances, no news is good news. I have grown to learn this and this stanza itself can stand for that.
Bravo.