Hope its all worth

Damn weather/ its soaking whatever/ plus its all, just beginning/
Can't tell, if I'm withered, or whether/
i should go on pretending.
acting like I've been living/
blessings I'm gettin/ but feeling deprivin/ I'm sinnin/ I'm/ gradually drivin/ to give-up /start limpin/I'm hurt.
Whatever lifes worth/i just hope its all worth// what i heard.  
We're lost and we're lurking/ and drowning for certain/ they surf. 
this path ain't soo steady/ still worried to turn/ so i yearn
Hope i dnt burn