I feel like my mind controls me , but I carry my heart like it's my baby, giving it everything it wants , but my mind is going crazy .
Saying you only live once ,so why you gotta care . I stop and shut the door of thoughts ... but someone's always there .
Telling me you're wrong for how you love . You're wrong for how you dream But when I close my eyes how come I always feel a stare ?
You may not understand but If you were me you would be scared . Like two people fighting and your emotions just Sitting in the air .
God doesn't exist sometimes cause my beliefs disappear , I wish I could stop thinking about people who were never there .
Damn, that's crazy but I meant that mentally and physically, everybody that I been with either played me or used me . So how can I see clear?
nobody can see anything in me .