My day's sad. Such a simple word but so much meaning behind it. Angry at myself because I'm the one who was blinded/
I met misery before, infact we were inseparable. Pain unmeasurable. Now again the pain ? Just PAIN!
I want to say you hurt me! Although I know I hurt myself! I knew you never loved me, I just did not want to believe myself! Love? That word! That feeling? I'm not even certain if it really ever touched me.
What I remember is tears, pain and no sleep. No energy, no one, not even a means to eat! Just pieces everywhere, pieces of me! Drained from all existence, not wanting to exist, just sleep!
Lost I tell myself but maybe I'm where I need to be, that place where clouds don't move, that peace. Uncomplicated me! The way I think, observe and breathe. No longer caring to search, look for or see. Moonlit, Star's still and oceans that scream for some reason the mere thought feels like heaven to me.
You don't have to understand or even waste your time , I'm good alone and I'm content with time. Ease, suddenly ease! I been home long ago should of never tried to escape ME!
#SilentPoet