Ranting Of A Lonely Man

Ive given all I've left to give
Your Love poors through me like a sieve
You somehow complete me
And still my self is something I cant see

There you are inside of me a perfect being
There you are a part of me forever never-ending
Next to you I wish to be without fear of seeing
Next to you I wish to lay without fear of dying

Im so sick of crying the torrent I cant stop
Im so afraid of hurting the mountain I stand atop
Inside my head you take away my fear
Inside my mind you live ware I here

Riddled with the pain of not having you
Riddled with the hate of having nothing to do
Riddled with the fear of pushing you away
Riddled with the guilt of wanting you to stay

I love you forever no matter how long
I need you forever no matter what for far
I cant let you go no matter how strong
I wont give you up no matter what tore

In my heart its bleeding because your not there to keep me together and for me to hold you in my arms
My mind is reeling because your face is fleeting away from me what now am I to do now that I wont remember you
My soul is cringing because I let go of the one thing I wanted to keep the most

Now that Im bleeding and reeling and cringing I dont know who I am
Ware am I supposed to go from here
What am I supposed to do now that the end is near
Im sure it is for I can feel the fear that had once gone away
The fear that I was able to push aside of dying alone of going insane of Becoming what I hate

So ware are you now that I need you
I need to run my fingers through your hair so you will know that I still care
I need to wrap my arms around you so you dont feel afraid anymore
I need you to comfort me because I am hurt and your the only one who can Save me from myself

What have I done
To cause this my fate to be
That I should fall without you to see
What have I done
For you to see that this is the real me
And now you know but this cant be

How far must I fall before you rescue me
How many mistakes must I make before I see what  I've done to myself
How much must I endure before I rest

Is this the end of me of who I have become
Or is this the beginning of something else entirely different that she wont know

Without her I lay broken and bruised
This my rantings a feeble man has to plea
To be heard by someone who can change her mind
To stay with me for all time

In the end I fell in love with someone I cant have and when she returns.

Reviews

[Kenneth The Poet]

Loneliness abounds here. Nice work.

[Ripple of Aqua]

A poor and lonely soul bound to the Earth for a one that he can never have.