In the past two months I have met my dream girl. She is amazing and all i could ever ask for in a girl. I love her and she loves me back. Everything we do is anther step closer to eachother. I hope that we will never leave each others sides. She is the first girl I have ever said I love you. She is the first girl that has said she loves me to. I really wished I could say she was my first time. But sadly I can't. What I really wanted to get at is she is the first girl to make me cry because of the thought of her leaving. At some point during the day the subject of college was brought up. I realized that she would have to go to college because I would not let her ruin any future she would want to have to stay here with me. I saw that at some point our love would be put to the test. She would be off at college and I would be here, waiting for her. I couldnt stand the thought of her leaving. I cried all night that night because I couldnt stop going over what would happen when the time comes. As men we never admit to crying. I see now that to get my point out, my point is that someone can love someone so much that it hurts. I love her so much that when I try to think of life without her right now that I can't stand to think of it. She makes my life great. I was once told "In the darkness your sins are born. Find someone that makes the darkness run in fear. Then your sins will be forgotten." Keagan your smile lights my darkness. You make the darkness flee.