feelings

ive written this coz im feeling a little low i hope you can understand my meaning

im sitting hear and im on my own . just thinking as you do.
then something stuck me by suprise. i rememberd beening sat with you on a night.
even if we didnt speak life ran much more sweet . a glance to acknowleg your there ment comfort someone was around
now being at home so scary alone . i want to talk to say how i feel.
theres noone there so im aware .talkin to thin air is this normal what should i do.
the only comfort felt there is the light on the stair. i feel so low i could break into tear
im not yet suicidel that not in the title. this scene that i think is being played
and if this is a game then someones wrong in the brain. this is no fun and is not very fair
shall i sit up all night in this dimmer of light scared to sleep coz my dreams feel so real
which way do i go and to who should i show my most vunrable feelings to
im twoing and throughing where should i be going on this journey made for one on ones loney
can i get over the fence whats the obsticals defence every time i think ive done well gets dragged down
i dont know if this makes sence you may think its nonecence but the wisdom only finds thouse who need it. thankyou

Author's Note

i did this because im feeling low let meal jist of it or am i just babbling nonscence
know if you get the gener