uncertain about emotions

uncertain about emotions

A Poem by ritchie carter
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ive written this because i want to share with someone how im feeling and theres nobody about to share with so i thought id make it into a poem and express it that way

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tomorrow is the eleventh of febuary
its the start of a whole new week
its quite a big day in my life
you could call it unique
you could say its a turning point
thats why i want to take the chance
to share my mixed emotions
give you a look and glance
the reasons for me doing this
the reason im writting it down.
its because i dont know if youve experianced
the feelings that im feeling now
im stating on a new venture
its a project thats called hope you see
its helping workers in construction
in trades that work on houses on streets
the thing is that i dont know
the way to go about it
my nerves are taking over me
and i cant do nowt about it.
im shaking like a leaf feeling sick
ive been out of work for five years
how will they perceive me
at least ill not be bord to tears
what will i be doing i wonder
is this a normal reaction
its not like being in school
working out what is a fraction
buterflies in my belly
this could turn out to be
the best experiance in my life
i guess we will have to see
expect the unexpected
thats how ill have to think
at least i know i can do it
without a alcoholic drink
duch courage they say
thats a quoted.
by someone wiser than me
im gonna have to find
something new to help cope
because i cant be there drunk
trying to lay bricks in a row
ha ha im only joking
im trying to lighten my mood
thankyou for listening to me
coz i feel like a babling fool.

© 2013 ritchie carter


Author's Note

ritchie carter
i only threw this together to pass some time to take my mind of off tomorrow. im like a kid at christmas excited and scared at the same time but this could be the thing that i need to live a better life. i just want to point out that ive not been unempoyed because im lazy ive been unemployed through ill health.

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ritchie carter
ritchie carter

sheffeild, rotherham, United Kingdom



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im an mc or a rapper if you like and ive jouned up to see how it could improve my songs and poetry and im looking forward to doing it aswell coz ive aready been introduced to some fabulas work im just.. more..

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