Ten

Chapter 10:
The guards come and take me back somewhere in this building... put me in a stray jacket and leave me
there to suffer all afternoon and night again. I screwed up. Why did I tell  the doctors? Because, I'm
stupid. I'm thinking what would happen if I didn't start with my active imagination. If I would still have
Paul. If Anox still wasn't real. If I had stayed with my parents. I don't know what to do. I have no solution.
"Help me... Somebody listen... Please!" I yell to myself... apparently.
All of a sudden... here is Anox. She looks angry. Just before I blind I see her to something. Not sure what
she did. When I blinked she was gone. I start to cry. I don't know why though. I'm not sad... I'm frustrated.
Why even try anymore? I know I'm not gonna get out. I'm never gonna get out. If I do what does it matter?
I mean I've lost everything. While thinking of these things... I fall into a deep sleep. I'm not sure if I'll wake up
and I don't care. At this point the best would be to die.