Fifteen

Reina,
I have no idea when you guys can come to visit. I think usually the parents know or something. I'll ask the techs later, alright? But it's probably soon I hope, but usually we get less visits, even if we're in here longer which really sucks, doesn't it? I really want to eat - I'm starving - but I feel so fat so I don't know what else to do.

And I have a question for you, Reina. Why would I want Tammy to come back from the hospital? I hate that stupid tech. She was always so mean to me and made me feel like I was less than her, which I probably am, but who cares anyway?

But I asked it to help me to get out by Friday, but I guess it doesn't work for good things or something. It kind of sucks, doesn't it? I wish I could get out by Friday, but I think that would take a miracle. If only I believed in God and wasn't such an atheist, right? Anyway, I can't really talk for long, but I have to tell you something. I love Jordan. I really do. He's so amazing and talented. He talks to me all the time now and he even snuck into my room one time to talk to me. My roommate thought I was going  crazy or something, but I know I'm not. Or maybe I just am crazy. I don't know.

But I love you always, "sister" and hope you are okay.

Love,
Beth xxxx