Three

Reina,

It helps me - as if it calms me down to inflict pain on myself. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable thinking I am alone in the world. I have nothing to gain from cutting - I have everything to lose. I understand this. But life isn't all about what you lose or gain. It's about the horrors which haunt your memory forever.

I know what I'm going to do. When I pass the boy in the hallway I am going to ask him what his name is. He is so mysterious that it is impossible to let my eyes leave his face. I think I am falling in love with him. It's weird, but it is true. Sometimes I feel that he can comfort me, even though I know it i not true.

I could talk to my therapist about this, but I don't think she would really understand my feelings about him. But my therapist is comforting as well. Sometimes I wish she were my mother because she has gentle words.

It burns my thoughts to think of him. But I must stop. It is ridiculous to think that I may be in love...with a ghost.

Beth

Reviews

[Speechless Shadow]

Beautiful! I love it! :)

[TopHatGirl]

I am absolutely LOVING this format! The letters and all, I mean. And it doesn't seem awkward, which is usually what happens with letter writing stories. Excellent work, I am really looking forward to the rest.