Farewell

Been a really long while since I don't write.

I've been reading what I wrote a while back, 7 years to be exact. 

I felt so much without even knowing you existed, without realizing the impact you would do to my life.

People read me and thought I was writing about you, but I didn't even kissed you back then.

My body ached your morning scent, without even seeing how your hand fitted in mine.

Did we meet in another life? 

My soul was already in pain few years back, that you weren't in my mind, but our paths hadn't crossed at that time. 

Did I ever dream about you? 

I guess while we were together I was indeed sleeping, because even if it sounds cheesy, you were everything I was dreaming. 

It's been 3 months since I don't see you, our love story had to be paused. 

Abruptly and cold blooded, we said goodbye. 

Outdoor knowing your favorite part of me, sores your "Hi's"

You will never read this, I'm sure about that. 

So for the last time, I just demand a proper farewell, my love. 

You and I, did meet in another life. 

And just like we did once, we will come back. 

I will be waiting, with the cup of wine, we said we would drink that night. 

Maybe 7 years from today, I will write all the plans we vowed. 

Married and with kids, that's all I want. 

Be happy my love, just as you made me

I'll be counting the days, until our song hits play. 

Forever yours and forever mine. 

Author's Note

Ignore grammar problems, I want to know what you guys think. I'm so rusty and heartbroken for the very first time.