Monochrome dream

Talking about the travels of ones life.

I am here and there. Sometimes I lived in a big, dark, and lonely house. Sometimes I don't. I sometimes wonder where I am, but then I just stop and stare those malignant eyes. 

"Will someone talk to me?" I ask that to them.

"Will someone smile for me?" I kept on thinking.

Spaces then shadows...maybe somewhere is where I am fitted. I am not satisfied. I need to be at peace. I never saw a train lately, I am definitely where I am not. Still not satisfied. Why are those eyes keep following me, as if they are going to eat me, am I a food that's good to eat? Maybe I am, maybe not. It's dark to see something over there, maybe I just need a light to settle down, then again maybe I don't. What is feeling by the way. Is it something needed for me? Do I have to pay? Why do I need it? I feel just fine today, but tomorrow I might not. I dreamed about the field today; it was grassy and windy with lots of flower beds too. I didn't brought anything back so that I just can forget anything. STOP!!! I can't do this anymore stop staring at me. I am scared, I just want to be left alone....ALONE! 

"HAHAHAHAHA!" I laughed haughtily.

Am I alright? maybe I am, maybe not. I will just go back to where it started. Then I will find that something while you keep staring at my back.