Apology

I'm not quite sure how this happened,

I'm not quite sure this is real,

I'm not quite sure you'll be staying

to let me finish this for you,

 

I'm sorry I hurt once,

I'm sorry I hurt you again,

I'm sorry you were in pain

without any help from me,

 

I'd do it all again,

I'd repeat if I could,

I'd continue forever

but i just can't, knowing that

 

I hurt you worse than ever,

I mangled you beyond repair,

I tormented you inhumanly

and still you came back for more

 

If we could just be friends ,

If we could just live one,

If you and I could seperate,

it wouldn't last for long