I ain't no gangsta.

I got so much wounds in me
the tears leak through the ruins in me
We were so close to
achieving the impossible
but I missed the mark
now the memories
haunting me till the morning after dark
was it just me
or were we good from the start
it don't matter now
cause this journey
seems to be me alone to embark

I've been talking smack
but I ain't talking now
I want to cry out loud
but I don't know how
Although I am young
I gave you my all these while
we have to cut this out
please don't reread my previous poetry
cause we're no longer
what it was previously about


We were gona make it big
So I bought what made you happy
cause you were worth it
I don't know why
I never thought of it
You were suffering inside
being lonely
without me
I got a big bank roll
but she know
I like to lay low
I try hard
you inspired me
savior production was our baby
I wanted to make you proud
as I suck in the chants of the crowd
deep down
I want to shout "i miss you" loud
it's over
no use moaning
till the morning
I'm still writing
not even yawning


I act hard
so I pull through the bad part
I'm a loyal hustler to the start
teressa was probably right
long distance was wrong
so we had to fall apart
babes

I'm over you


time to smile back

and the savior is back.