Pathetic

 

I've been sleepwalking through this year.

So many problems ignored.

Now I stand in front of you.

Fist balled up at my sides.

And I want to shout at you,

And I want to scream.

Yet, I want to cling to you,

And crawl back into my dreams.

But, we both know I'm incapable

Of saying what I mean.

So why don't you take this voice from me

And force me to come clean?

Devoured years of insolence

I'm immune to your lies.

The only thing that moves me now

Is how hard you have to try.

You made your life this hard you know?

I tried to ease your pain.

But you threw it without thinking twice

Shoving it into my veins.

Every time forgiven,

every time mistakes

every time I trusted you

But you put me in my place.

I know you never loved me.

I was just another used disgrace.

But, your sad and pathetic now?

I'm laughing in your face.

 

Reviews

[Mariana Silva]

Harsh, the words are raw and brutally honest. Impressive approach to the subject. Did you base it on experience or did you simply go with the subject as you felt?