Obvious Emotions

Went through a tough time with my mom, this was what I wrote after it happened

My emotions cannot be suppressed

 So simply they must be expressed.

 I feel anger and sadness run through my veins,

And tears run down my face to alleviate the pain.

 Why must all this happen to me? Couldn’t karma just let me be?

My life had balance and substance once before,

 But I don’t know if I can say that anymore.

 I've taken a ride on the crazy train,

And I think all of this has disoriented my brain

I'm suddenly frustrated beyond belief,

And I am starting to wonder, will I ever get relief?

Things probably won't ever be the same,

And now I feel a lot of guilt and shame.

Many things are a miss, in this fairytale life I thought was a bliss.

 I feel boxed in with no way out,

There are just too many things to think about

 So as I think all this through

 Hopefully i can fix things that went askew