Circular

I live in my own circular world of closed doors

No-so patiently waiting for one to re-open

It doesn't much matter to me which

Someone please just let me out

Can no one hear my cries for help

Or have the lead walls I've built around myself

Kept my vibes from being felt

 

I once found sanctity inside my circular shelter

Now I crave those forgotten creature comforts

That escaped my clutches for so many years

The absence of which cause so many tears

The lack of another's touch has made touch my greatest fear

My soul now shutters when I allow someone near

 

Sequestered inside this circular insanity

To frightened to face my fears 

Trapped inside...alone with my demons

Uncertain of my ability to handle my own freedoms

Only now uncovering the roots that feed the reasons

 

Only alone can I escape this circular tomb

Its weakness is certain to show itself soon

Allow me to force open a door...let myself through

Emerge from the darkness to simply start anew

Tear down the walls with which I've imprisoned myself

Too long I've sat idle waiting for help

I'm tired of waiting