Fucked Up Feelings

Ya know what pisses me off? The fact that I actually give a f**k. That I actually care about peoples feelings. While others could care less, just leave me there bleeding. Why do I have to have a heart? Why cant I just have the ability to rip peoples feeling apart? To just ruin their mood and not even care. Stab someone in the back and not care who stares. Why cant I just be a scumbag and do fucked up things to get what I want. Not have a conscience at all, no worrying about things coming back to haunt. I just want to not care, have no feelings what so ever. When will that day come? Well that day is never.

Reviews

[cynthia krauch]

Have faith hun , maybe one day these feelings that haunt you will be healed !

[MandaBear]

well I am here if you need someone to care =)

[Sarah Lynn]

Thank you love (:

[MandaBear]

your welcome =)

[Caradoc]

At times like these I find it soothing to write from the point of view of the villain. That way you have a proxy and no one really gets hurt. With that you don't have to feel guilt, unless of course you feel bad for the horrible things you put your characters through >:)

The emotion is strong in this one. It comes across well. However, I wonder, in line ten, is the word "conscious" supposed to be "conscience"? From the way the rest of the sentence goes, it would seem so. I could be wrong of course.

Keep it coming.

-Caradoc

[Sarah Lynn]

No I do believe you're right, sometimes im not the best speller . :/