Fucked Up Feelings

Ya know what pisses me off? The fact that I actually give a f**k. That I actually care about peoples feelings. While others could care less, just leave me there bleeding. Why do I have to have a heart? Why cant I just have the ability to rip peoples feeling apart? To just ruin their mood and not even care. Stab someone in the back and not care who stares. Why cant I just be a scumbag and do fucked up things to get what I want. Not have a conscience at all, no worrying about things coming back to haunt. I just want to not care, have no feelings what so ever. When will that day come? Well that day is never.

Reviews

[Jack Kennedy]

I LOVE THIS!! ME TOO HAVE THAT "problem" if that is a problem... And its like I get nothing in return so this to me in soooo relatable

[mark]

great write.
it it full of emotion and u can totally relate to this.
it comes straight from your heart and, it is so true.
it has really great meaning to it.
i liked this one well done :)

[Scott Mou]

I liked the emotion you put into this piece, this is what it means to be human. We are soemtimes unable to conrol our emotions, thats how we as humans operate. A great read

[L.M.Warde]

I like this one, it feels like a great vent. Put together rather nicely to boot. We'll done, well done indeed.

[Sarah Lynn]

Thank you so much !

[Stevo The POE-t]

Thanks for sharing it... I enjoyed it... Great read...

[passionberry]

Many people have those same feelings but it just makes u a better person among those who not like you kep up the write

[Jeannear]

nice poem I can definitely relate....good job!

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

sometimes everyone wants that, when people find it so easy to not care about you and you cant help but care for them, pisses you off....
Its hard to have such a big heart, you get hurt easily, and when your very emotional you get hurt easily....
Sometimes it would be better not to feel, or care...
Unfortunately that's not the case, sometimes having such a big heart sucks, but there's other times where it doesn't.
If you didn't feel, you wouldn't experience the feeling of love,
but also you wouldn't go though heartbreak.
If you didn't feel or care, you would probably not be a likable person, wouldn't have many friends.
So yer sometimes feelings suck i here you, in some ways that could make life better.
But in other ways it can make life worse.

Great poem very true, everyone can relate.
I enjoyed the read :)

[David]

vey nice hun lol I've been there myself a few times and once when I was young I got that wish and I regret it to this day great job describing this :) you really pegged it good

[Victoria PoetryBunny]

A realistic and relatable struggle with many feelings, you write about this well. Nice poem.