This Is Not Me

I feel like crap, just thought you should know.

Its normal for me to not let my feelings show.

Don't take it personal its just how I am.

Always turning down a nice helping hand.

I like moping around, in my self pity.

Everyday that I live is nothing but s****y..

I just don't have a care anymore.

I don't care if I live or if I die.

All I ever do anyways is just sit around and cry. 

I hate my life.

Cant you see?

The person you see just isn't the real me. 

Author's Note

Something I kind of just thought up. Kind of is in the prospective of a gay person that is still in the closet, and knows they wont be accepted by others or their family. Just summed it up with very few words