A Foolish girl!A Story by sarahiq111There was a girl who always lives in dreams, she doesn't like reality
cause she was aware about "reality hurts". she were having an imaginary
friend, and she used to talk with him and sharing her secrets with him
while looking at the sky and sometime with closed eyes. she had no
interest in other guys. She were always pray to God that may He give her
a hand, who makes her feel like that she isn't alone, there's someone
to understand her, to give her affection as same like she needs. “She stays lost in the middle of her own world somewhere. no one can’t get in and she doesn't come out.”
"When I look back at myself, what I remember most is being alone and lonely. I had no friends I could open up to. No clue what I should do every day, no vision for the future. For the most part, I remained hidden away, deep within myself. Sometimes I’d go a week without talking to anybody. That kind of life continued for a year. A long, long year. Whether this period was a cold winter that left valuable growth rings inside me, I can’t really say. but though I was independent, I wasn't dependent on others that time. I know, I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've DREAM another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough..! and now, I have you! and I am quite different than my old version, And now I just do not want to lose you, no matter If your'e not mine, I did love, I do love, and I will always love you..! But
He did never take her words seriously, cause for him, she was just a
patient. and He just don't want to take her words emotionally, cause he
fell once in past, and that was enough for him. and perhaps where he
were stand, there was no place in his heart to fall in love again. He
just want to live his life fully, independently and successfully. cause
he had faced many circumstances in his life in past.
Eventually,
one day, she asked to him for just to know his feelings, that "I am
sad, cause I know one day I will lose you, I am afraid that how will I
live without you. I think I should move on now, cause there's no
relation between us, I am nothing for you, I think it's enough treatment
so can you leave me? cause it's not in my hand to leave you, She said
like that cause she wanted to know that is this really her way, or no? Unfortunately, He said to her that, "The treatment isn't in process anymore, "You are free". and then she heard a voice in her heart like "I don't know where I am going.. But I'm on my way" ! And that was her life! © 2016 sarahiq111 |
StatsAuthorsarahiq111lahore, PakistanAboutThe things I can't say with people, I want to share here. And nothing more. more..Writing
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