a dream of a dying heart

my first dream where i was dying

today i had a dream that i was dying, it was weird, the one i love shot me and told me to never look at them again...

i woke up and i was in a hospital, i could feel my heart beating slower each new beat...

its a weird feeling, dying is just so different, and everything is so brighter, i had no idea what to excpect with each second passing by, neither if i was going to see it...

but during it all i felt so comfertable, i felt like the hole in my heart was filled, dying felt very warm, was it cuz i was ready to be excepted into gods warm hug, and i was closer to the fires of hell?

whatever it was, it was welcoming and i liked it, like if for once i felt like something right was finally happening...

i felt like i could smile and mean it for once...

my dying heart was happier in its last breaths than it has ever been....

my mom told me that my heart was born with a hole, this is no lie nor dream...

why was i born with this hole? was it cuz i came to life that my heart was not complete and could only be truly filled when my soul leaves this rotting corpse??

i dont know, but what i do know is that...

dying feels so good

Author's Note

plz dont look at me if im weird haha

Reviews

[Mary Christabel George]

It was very touching...!