Thin

Another one from when I was battling an eating disorder. 'Tis not a pleasant experience, I don't recommend it for anyone! [October 24, 2006]

I cannot keep doing this

Death will soon pursue

I’m not only doing it to myself

I’m doing it to all of you

 

I don’t know how to make it stop

I know it has to end

Why am I so obsessed with this,

Obsessed with being thin?

 

Food is my worst enemy

It brings on so much stress

Why am I going through this?

God, I ask you, is this a test?

 

This keeps going on

For reasons I can’t explain

It’s driving me up the walls,

Making me insane

 

Reviews

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This one has a lot of meaning for me, I have battled with this as well.
Very good poem, as I said, it has a lot of meaning.