past. present.

FREEWRITE

is this the taste of life?

always workin have no time

i'm just feelin outta line

always sleepy, sleep deprived

friends don't see me but sometimes

they think i'm greazy, moneys right

got me a new car, a nice ride 

just me and money so i sigh

i'm always running assigned sights

i think bout my past i think twice

how i've gone soo past, a new life

friends still gone nowhere it aint right

and i can tell that they dont try

ask me for money i abide

to find them blunted i just sigh

i'm happy i changed aint no lie 

would be deranged stuck and high

but i feel pain to see their eyes

i cannot blame, look at their lives

another day just getting by

they barely sway i ain't gon lie

for some to change i'd be suprised

tried talking sence, sence they despise

so far more days they will float by

not livin life money ain't nye

not livin right cant even try

whats in their sights is all a lie

whats in their dreams, dreams will despise 

cuz they're addictions run their lives

and my predictions i despise

i see they're future..a lowlife.

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

It saddens me