is it the end of us? its up to you..

so here i am and thinking, woundering if her feelings changed
im sitting here all bothered, and im feeling real estranged
i hope im not a bother, all you gotta do is say
if you want me gone now..
then i'll just be on my way 
maybe im just trippin. but this pressure is soo great
after this just happend, idk if i should stay
 
its just that ppl change. i dont wanna be a pain
and when i say "change"..i mean the feelings in YouR brain  
i dont wanna seem real strange, but maybe feelings aint the same?
all you gotta do is tell me, you dont gotta play this game 
if you do not like me like that
then there would be no shame
what can i do? cant fight that, if i did that'd be soo lame

but honestly...
my feelings rocked me, so their bound to have some pain
pain all in my concience, but there aint no one to blame

it just wouldent ment to be
 this is just life, and theirs some tease
but your really cool though, kinda like the outside breeze 
***just tell me how you feel***
wont be no hate, and im forreal
i think your really cool, and i still would wanna chill

Author's Note

I was textin this girl i've been talking to. At the end of our conversation, i sent a <3. I was pretty sure she'd send one back, couse she has b4.
:( Well she dident after i sent another <33. So i was just confused, and felt kinda estranged, and assumed she dident like me nomore.
so today i just sent this poem to her, and imma see what shes gonna say.