Is shes just another one?

hardtimes

:/ i really thought i found "the girl"
well, shes already changing

for a couple days she changed my world
but, all thats re-aranging

i felt soo happy, felt alive
woke up with smiles, natural highs
 
felt we were both, just full of thrive 
:( woulda never guessed, i'd get deprived 

i really like her, I know why
we're soo alike, we both abide 
we're both soo right, i found a prize
its just neglection, i despise  

i just prayy that we'll both rise
up out this phase, we will climb

but should i stay??, would it be right?
a big descion lurkes my mind

will it get worse?, will we be fine?
will i get hurt?, or hit my prime? 

these sensitive choices to decide
cant change the past, but i gotta ride
i just hope i'll soar and hope i'll fly
and not get shot at, out the sky 
 
feelings concieved, they get me by
it's couse these feelings, i still try

but it's couse these feelings, make me sigh 
they make me feel things, and realize