what does this world have for me?

something i wrote for a girl

what does this world have for me?
 sometimes theres nuthing pratically
ppl find love soo drastically 
im in the dust, they're passing me
with love, no luck it passes me
its came my way, but dashes me
leaves me in pain from slashing me
it starts but ends erratically         
that happens and it saddens me 
alot of girls are just a tease
but still things in life gladden me
one example is my family 
without them, dont know where i'd be 
without them dont know how i'd see  
..probbly live life all frantically   
it'd probbly be like a badd dream
 i also have God all in me
i pray to him to get redeemed
without him, a world of sinning 
the Devils real and hes tempting
In the past, ..left me limping  
but Gods more vast, no pretending 
life goes to fast, leaves me pending 
sometimes a blast, but mind-bending 
life leaves a rash..of memories
and we look back..cant stop itching
and now im here..hoping, wishing
it all works out.. for you and me
i hope we grow to live our dreams
i hope we grow to be a team 
ppl come and go..and they just leave
but theres someting speacial up my sleeve
really get to know me, and you will see

Author's Note

im ammature