a long way

Growing up, getting influenced by the world around

I know I Changed the certain way I wassent ever spossed to
But here I am more grey and getting darker and more close to evil
I use to frown upon those, but here I am bound upon those sinful people
Incentives I oppose, but actions they all take controle
I've changed and been thru tolls became deranged and it I know
miss the innocent parolees and the guidance all I knew
Now I figure ways to cheat and find things I never knew
Worlds opened up and I feel new to it, will never get all used to it
I've only been thru a small bit, a long way hope I have to live
The lessons I will hope to learn from others
My influence to spread and help another
Views in my head that give me shelter
21 young and intuition I have learned
My crassness yurns hope not to burn as heaven is my wishlist past the hurt