idkA Poem by sammy sam samI must have some diease i ask God whys is it me or am i cursed? i hear i'm cursed but i'm not sure if i believe in "curses" all i know is that i'm worthless and my ego, people hurt this used to hurting so i'm changing getting problems myself i'm hating i wounder if i did this to myself did i care too much what they thought now here i am as my brain rotts i wish anxiety would stop i've been wishing for the past three years how sad here i am and 4 times bad how sad i'm not sure what i have had but now its gone i'm living without something i'm supposed to have in my mind guess i'm crazy now i'm loosing my mind not intellectually. but to where i can't be free seriously theres something inside me mentaly this feelings disguising so here i am waiting to get worse i need to help myself but i have no time i guess i'm allowing this to happen but honestly i'm not no-good healthcare has me hott sweating, price won't drop who cares right? it's my problem i'll just be another people pass by thinking "what is wrong with that guy?" he may be on drugs he may just be mental wounder what he goes through but they can't even imagine i'm not handicap or nuthing matter fact i am quite handsome well thats what they think they don't feel my problems like the way i think the way i breath the way i feel my posture i don't feel the way i should be now i'm thinking bout it it just may last for days omg i feel this way makes reality too vauge makes my mind the other way i cannot function thats been my life and more to come the end
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