kaavish ...

kaavish means struggle in urdu language ... a short memoir

kaavish... my journey which begins with an emptiness, yet encircles everything without a beginning and without an end, life of a rootless wanderer makes me a loner and a melancholic thinker. those shaved memories still entangled in my head wandering in search for those answers i have been looking for all my life.
i am upset with the greedy complaints, selfish expectations makes me drift away from them and myself too. i feel like a stranger in my own life, i feel there's a gap between my soul and i and somewhere we fail to relate eachother i don't really remember the last time i met myself.
my hearts a nomad and my minds a wanderer, i am an emotional gypsy travelling under the painful clouds of sadness and through the air of loniness and pain. my journey is still empty and incomplete without the unanswered questions.
i have wasted a lot of time seeking for the right answers, now i have realised that i had never asked the right questions to know the right answers but i now feel i have come a long way and missed the chance. i have lost my journey, and my fight against me will never end.
kaavish ... the struggle within me ....

sAM

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the word "kaavish . Life is constant struggle and attempts to do the right things. I like the internal thoughts in the story. I had gypsy blood in me. I like the road and to travel. Good to test life and chase dreams when you are young. I like the direct and honest thoughts in the short story. You are a very good writer. I hope to read more. Thank you for sharing the excellent story.
Coyote