That Numb Feeling...?

This one was a little while ago.

I'm not anorexic,
I just don't want to eat.
These past few days have been quite hectic,
as I try to scarf down this cold red meat.

And as I look at,
the figure in the mirror,
I can see all the mere bones and outlined cracks.
As I think of what she said to her friends, "I don't want to feel her."

My face is sunken,
and my limbs are bony.
Sometimes I feel like I am very quite drunken.
And my muscles I just only thought I was toning.

My mother worries,
and school thinks it's a fad.
Stepfather never thinks to stop his hurries.
I wonder if I were to died right now, who would be sad.

My stomach talks,
as my sides cramp up.
The lunch room is where I would like to stalk,
but I'm not hungry.... I'm just f*****g myself up.

Reviews

[astronaut]

I love this and can relate.

[Sammie Camp]

Thanks. :)