Venting One- Past Love Re-emerging

Just a view words about coming back around to someone I miss greatly but no longer know

It's been awhile

You look good

and I wish we'd never turned to such a sour sad

too soon in this? Some more small talk?

I don't think so

I miss your victory screams on the field

and your determination in everything

your humor 

and that dumb way you hold the wheel when you drive.

I don't think we get along anymore

no, I don't want to try this again

I don't think we even tried very hard in the first place

but its a shame I think

I know you don't agree

You were always about the newer greener side

with the world a circle there's always a greener side somewhere

that's what you think anyway

I wish I shared that but I'm not that lucky

maybe one of us is right

doubtful.

I'm just leaving this message for you to find

I'm Kilroying it I guess

this could be plastered on some bathroom stall

or carved into a tree in your favorite park

regardless if you see it you'd likely not think of me

this isn't a conversation for some boy you met for a day

who you played soccer with over the blink of an eye

this is something that requires a bit more love

and its been awhile since I've seen that at all

that's why I'm back.

And that's why I'm gone just as quickly.

Author's Note

No edits needed- testing the waters and venting (see title) its supposed to be bad. I'll add something good later.