I'm afraid to sleep. I'm afraid to dream about you again.. to have another day that I can't stop thinking about you. Another day I spend angry at the world. I want to miss you because I never want to forget you. I just wish I missed you less, and consequently, this would hurt less. I dreamt about our time together with incredibly accurate details. I guess I still remember how you looked into my eyes when you'd smile. I haven't thought about that lately. And I remember how your room was set up, and where my spot on the bed was. And I remember how I would forget about the world when I was with you-- which was evident because I was happy. Even in a dream I can picture your tattoo. And this is why I'm afraid to dream about you.