TYRANNY WITH FAITH

A TYRANNY WITH FAITH..SHOULD I BELIEVE IT..?

I need to believe it, may be this time..I need to believe it...

 

There is never a second chance, had already been many, still I need to believe it...

 

Day after day, sun after moon, night after another, encountered many horrors, still I need to believe it...

 

No ailment, still sick...

No path, still walked...

No eyes, still witnessed...

No heart, still beats...

No destiny, still wandered...

No ears, still heard..may be still, need to believe it...

 

Planted the seedlings, nurtured them, watered them..became beautiful flowers with a hope..they will shed light..will provide a shadow...

Hope they will give fragrance, just one time forgive them..still need to believe it...

 

Wanted to go, don’t know where...

Wanted to run, don’t know where...

Wanted to die, don’t know where...

Found a hand, found laughter..smiled a bit..still need to believe it...

 

With tears all along, wanted to cry...

With no sleep around, wanted to lie...

With no hopes around, wanted to live...

With no faith around, trust around, wanted to go...

Still need to believe it..may be once…

Then came the time, with lots of anger, frustration, just broke down, yelled everything, with no faith, no mercy, just walked out...

 

Didn't want to talk, didn't want to hear, didn't want to say..may be once, smelt the flowers and came back, this time with a wry smile..a little bit of hope and desperate love to found...

 

May be once, went to GOD, to give me my life, my hope, my time, my destiny, give me my flowers..with no fault of mine..this time..I will believe it...

 

A TYRANNY WITH FAITH..THIS TIME..I WILL TRY TO BELIEVE IT...