SHADOWED

feeling lost

Righting the wrong of a life that's always known the negative is impossible at times

Loving someone who has never grown with love is downright the hardest task to pull off

The heart bleeds and dies a wicked death of being left in the dark

I hunger not for food but for happiness

I thirst not for water but for a little care

A hopeless life is just that "a hopeless life"

Dreams are senseless they fade because reality kicks you out of the unreal many times

Hm., I sigh heavy., oh the weighing of my heart

I clasp my hands, get on my knees and pray

But how can I be a hypocrite when God knows what's already in my heart and he knows I no longer believe!

Help! Help! my heart cries, it's sick, it has a disease, it's whithered and frailed

How can I be living when it feels like i'm already dead.

I'm like a walking, breathing proof that all and everything that I believed in was just an imagination of someone elses life

Author's Note

I was going through i guess you could say a dark period in my life after my brother died 2 years ago., i'm not out completely but its much better

Reviews

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Powerful write, very nicely expressed.